Yearly Archives: 2024

A New Year’s Resolution for the Middle of Life

The blinds are pulled high—the bright sun of a new year slants across the dust motes and cracked paint—and the experiences, memories, and meaning of what I’ve been and what I’ve done. This is what I have to work with.

Is It Safe (to Love You)?

Was it safe to be splashing about in the waves? Yes and no: was that my answer? Maybe so.

The Boys On The Bridge

Jay’s been a friend a long time, it seems, but for a child time is ambiguous. Last night can seem a year away from today, depending on what happens.

Country Devils

Country Devils are devils They wear hideous masks.  They scream and appear any time of day or night.  They scream a scream no one should ever hear. 

A Tattoo Bleeds Life

A tattoo artist popped up in my Instagram feed. She had drawn an anatomical heart in black, with peonies sprouting out of it.

Fixing Dad

In February 1998, I stood outside the home of a psychiatrist whom I had found in the Yellow Pages. I had made the appointment...

Touch Trail Romper

In my imagination, Oliver came alive, wearing the romper as he toddled around, then, as he grew, wearing other clothes from the bag.

Temperance

A year after Nick moved in, we were lying in bed, and I embraced him. He was snoring, obnoxiously drunk, and yet, I loved him almost impossibly.

I’m Just Curious About Your Soul

My gaze drifted out to the dusty sky. “A cold blanket,” I wrote, “muffles the world today.”

A Mexican Boy from El Paso

As I was boarding the plane for Austin to start pharmacy school in the fall of 1965 at the University of Texas, I realized that from now on I'd only return home for school vacations.

Alternate Universe

In my alternate universe, Steve is alive, riding his bicycle alongside me at twilight, oaks spreading their canopies as if to protect us, keeping our connection intact.

Outcast

It was the first time I ran away from home. I was fifteen in 1971 and school had just closed for summer vacation. I was...
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